What goes around comes right back around.

I just would like to say that I think it’s funny when people can have casual sex, but once they get in a relationship, they want to “take it slow”…

Just funny, ya know?

It hints at sins of the night that awaits over the mountains into the canyon expanse.

I have a ring from my exboyfriend. Should I sell it? I have no reason to keep it, and he didn’t want it back…I don’t know what to do. I could really use the money, but can I really bring myself to sell this ring. It’s two pearls with two small diamonds on a white gold band.

Help!

Oh, look what you’ve done, you’ve made a fool of everyone.

Fuck men.

I’m tired of trying, and this is only guy #2 and I didn’t even want a “relationship” with him.

Why can’t it be easier? It’s not like I’m trying to settle down or anything…We connected! Come on! Can’t we even just hang out? What the fuck?

I mean the signs were all there. Why…why…WHY???

I’m sick of this. Fuck men.

You with those sad eyes, don’t be discouraged.

I don’t know what I think about marriage and children anymore. Don’t get me wrong, I really want to have kids, but I don’t think that I believe in the union or sanctity of marriage anymore. Why get married when you know you will never completely know someone inside and out and divorce could result? Why marry someone other than for the benefits? What is the point of marriage?

Flashing Lights

So I’ve started seeing a psychiatrist again. The first time didn’t help, but I can’t go see her until my new insurance kicks in. I talked to my academic adviser about this, and she understands. Here’s the thing, though. I’m afraid to tell my sorority sisters because I’m afraid that they will hold it against me come election time. I want to be the one in charge of the pledges, and I think they will not think I am strong enough if they knew. So I’m faced with a conundrum. Tell my sisters and risk a position in the sorority, or keep it to myself and have them not involved in my life.

I am so upset.

Secret blog.

Since I need a place to get my thoughts out there without people I know judging me, I started this blog. Here goes…

I’m a slut. I gave up my virginity to my boyfriend who I had been dating for 10 or so months. We continued to date and broke up a little while ago. He was a virgin, too. You see, the thing is, I thought I was going to marry this man. I feel like a high schooler writing this, but I’m in college, it’s not such a feat to find your life long lover in college.

Now that we are through, for good, I feel like it doesn’t matter anymore. Sex, that is. Before I lost my virginity, I was going to hold out till marriage. Now I feel like I could and would fuck anyone (within reason, people).  My morals have done a complete 180 degree turn.

So I’m a slut. A slut that loves sex. All the time.